A New Year, a new Hope?

First off, Happy New Year to you dear reader.

Now to be honest i wasn't planning to really use this blog space of mine to put all this in but considering how much of a pain it is to log into my multiply website at the moment, i decided to say some things i'll eventually put into my other account. Besides i did mention i would decide to enter something here should my multiply website become a pain to log into......so here i am now.

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Well wouldn't you know it, i finally managed to log into multiply as i type this.......bah stupid internet....... don't know why i put up with all this just to blog something on my mind............ hm......maybe because i find it a good outlet haha. I digress.
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Now where was i....oh yes just wanted to say a few things in er.....response to ayjk's last entry for 2006, who by the way happens to be the reason why i have this space on blogspot in the first place. Ok not much of a response but more of a self commentary that was triggered by that entry.......haha yes dear reader i am not your typical blogger (at least i like to think so) as i can be quite an oddball with my entries. Then again, i'm a nut lol so there you go. Personally ayjk if you happen to read this i will say this again to you, just be youself, your true self. I mean why put up a strong facade and sometimes wonder whether the person you're interacting with is a friend or an enemy (as you mentioned a few i recall). Not that i don't blame you for doing so considering everyone else does it (including yours truly). Just take it a kind reminder from this nutty friend of yours.

(Note: From here on i'm typing based on my interpretation of the entry) I believe i do know what's it like to be wondering everynow and then whether the person in front of you is being true to you or just playing nice. I've been having those thoughts 6 months ago and i must say it wasn't a pleasant time as i shielded myself. Still i managed to find my (new)old self. Wished i had someone to remind me the ME inside should be the one rolling around Melbourne and having fun. I'm not regretting the part where i hid myself from the world as i felt and still feel that it was probably the first right thing i did. The reasons for shielding myself in the first place? Well long story, one that i'm actually quite tired of retelling. Besides, it's already on my multiply site lol. Anyways, you're in a new place, and it's a new year! I say look forward to a great new year for new memories. Besides, i thought the stress of aiming to be a doctor was the best experience a med student can go through? Haha. Here's to looking forward to a great 2007 dear reader.

First Entry

Haha the only reason i'm having this account is to well, just to post comments on a particular best friend of mine who sees it fit only to allow fellow blogspot users to post comments (i've been using Multiply all this time and still do btw). So yea i may or may not post stuff here, who knows, i'll see how my mood is since multiply can be quite a pain to log into sometimes........oh well as the old saying goes..... time will tell...........